Thursday, April 2, 2009

A Period Of Emptiness

2nd December, 2008

My life has come to a halt all of a sudden. I’m thinking ; what the hell am I going to do in the future. I mean I just got like two more years ’till I finish high school and I do not know what I’m going to do with my life!

I have no current goals and am not looking towards anything. I have nothing that makes my happy and i often ask myself what is life for (God, that sounded kinda emo-ish).

I mean what am I going to do for work. I ain’t smart, I don’t have any extraordinary skills and I have a shitty attitude. And I only go two years before I gotta choose my line of work.

I don’t want to work outside. I’m to dumb to be a doctor and I don’t wanna do anything that has to do with law ( if you knew me, you would know why). I don’t want to sell stuff ’cause I’ll look like more of an ass than I already am.

I’m in the shit : (

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